I realize that unless I change drastically, it would be selfish, but sometimes I just really want a baby. I want his baby.

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no more

I want to forget myself, all my dreams and hopes and shortcomings and failures. None of it matters. It only hurts.

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I hate myself.

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kill me

I wish I could erase my existence. I want to be swallowed up, disappear into darkness. I need it to end.

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sigh

Phone hasn't been working, this might not send. If I can't make it work with him nothing ever will.

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